Confession of a former Internet troll

Confession, I was somebody who slamed people on social media.

I might be in the worst period of my young adulthood period,or I was a jerk and still have that side,anyway, today, when I am thinking back about my twitter feuds or facebook posts,I can't help but regretting things I have done online, worse than being an internet troll.

An avid stalker and judgemental girl, the worst combination in a jar. What right does I have to label somebody over their dramatic life or choices? Why that time I didn't even think about their shoes? They might have said something bad about me before my irresponsible action, but again, I was wrong to be that person and they didn't deserve any of my irresponsible,heartless comments.

Did I realize that my attitude on social media corrupt myself? Not really. What I thought that it was something wrong with them,not me, I was a saint. But I experienced emotional problem and anger.

Until one day, my significant other suggested me to stop my behavior. It was May 2014,when I deleted my twitter and started to learn to control myself and use social media properly.

What I've learnt, lots. A single tweet can wreck relation with people and yourself,is it worth? Nope.

Reflecting what I had done makes me cringe. But it doesn't make me hate social media. It's not social media mistake,it's the user,who doesn't have self control.

I can say that my generation is lucky for having internet, but not so lucky,as we don't have any manuals or etiquette to guide us on using social media.

How bout now? I am still an avid stalker,less than before, do i feel ashamed about it? A bit. But now, it's  about being curious over than comparing and judging ( curiosity is a part of human nature :p) and I spend lots reading mostly beauty reviews and health article as I am a book dragon,not worm.

What I feel now? Better, my December in May makes me feel better in a long run (that was my sentimental post back then in May 2014 from now deleted tumblr account). And you know what, one of my job desk now is managing the parents media website which have reached the target for 3 months. Seems I can't be away from social media.


Regards
Seruni





Wet and Wild Color Icon Trio Palette in Walking on Eggshells and Silent Treatment


In terms of eyeshadow, I`m not explorative. I thought only the high end brands that can produce good quality eyeshadow and we don`t need bunch of eyeshadow IRL, a neutral palette is what I need.

I have Lorac Pro Palette but I don`t think I need 16 shades for quick, 15 minutes make up. I was reading some reviews when I found the Wet and Wild Color Icon Trio eyeshadow.





What can I say about these eyeshadow trios is they are simple, cheap and so travel friendly. The pigmentation and lasting power are good for drugstore brand and there is minimal fall out as these two are shimmery. However as my eyelids are dry, I can`t guarantee the lasting power on oily eyelids will be good without primer.

Personally, I think the best tools for applying these eyeshadows is using finger because you can control the application , but using a fluffy blending brush is also okay to add  wash of color on your eyelids.



Silent Treatment, top row -one swipe, bottom- two swipes, Walking on Eggshells, Top Row - two swipes, bottom- one swipe


Silent treatment in my opinion is more appropriate for night look, while Walking on Eggshells is more to office day,subtle look. FYI, the Swatches above is following the color order of the trio.

I use Walking on Eggshells for daily basis, Usually just using the crease shade on my eyelids and the browbone shade as highlighter. I rarely use Silent Treatment though I like the eyelid shade, it`s amazing trio, but the shades aren't something I can use on daily basis.

I think these trio are more appropriate for beginner or those who like subtle make up and Japanese Dolly make up as the pigmentation is good, but not crazily opaque. Basically you can do no wrong with these two, if you more into natural, subtle look, go for Walking on Eggshells, If you like smokey eyes look, go for Silent Treatment.

Overall, These palette make me conclude that it's not about high end or drugstore, if it's good then it's good. I am still considering to buy Lorac Unzipped as it will be a great new addition to my neutral shadows but I am not ignoring the possibility of buying  ELF and Maybeline palette in the future.


Nothing but supports and wishes :)
Regards


Seruni


P.s kindly check my friend 's Instagram @dailydoseofwhite to see her bridal thing picks



Her make up is amazing






Colourpop Madness

I`m back with unsolved DNS problem which can`t stop me to write.
 
I don`t need any introduction to tell you all why I love Colourpop. It`s an inexpensive,vegan,bold and indie brand with very good quality products which takes all girls` heart if we have any though picking the colors can be problematic.







With make up

No make up just Lippie Stix

Just Lippie Stix



Overall, I have four Colourpop Lippie Stix, Lumiere, Brink, I heart This and Heart On. Lumiere is a mauve pink color which can be too dark for darker skin tone gal. Brink is a dusty taupe with a hint of peach on me, I Heart This is a pink-red based fuschia while Heart On is on the purplish side which is a great new addition for my collection.

All of them are matte but not dead matte type, it`s more to natural, healthy matte which I absolutely love to wear. As my lips are sensitive they dry my lips but it`s still acceptable, they don`t accentuate my dry lips and comfortable.

Staying power is good,unless you eat something oily.

I have to say Colourpop hands down the best drugstore lip products and I think I`m going to order Frida, and any nude shades,Bichette, Bossy or Blood next months.

There`s a lot of online shop caters this lippie stix but I get mine from Colourpop on TWL



Regards



Seruni

One of My favorite favorite song